The Girl

Dominiquε
18.08.1995
I'm Broken
Fix me

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Sunday, October 31, 2010

I wish that the world would end now
Its so meaningless living..



Dominique ; Astray 11:07 PM



Saturday, October 30, 2010


Dominique ; Astray 11:45 PM



Friday, October 29, 2010


Dominique ; Astray 11:06 PM



Thursday, October 28, 2010

Leave my soul without regret
Leave the pain within my heart
Heal the wounds with your touch no more
Stabbing the hole more recklessly
I guess it's the time for you to go
good bye my dear



Dominique ; Astray 11:40 PM




Dominique ; Astray 12:11 AM



Tuesday, October 26, 2010


Dominique ; Astray 11:37 PM



Monday, October 25, 2010

There are some people who likes to
shout at other ppl when they are in bad mood
This sucks! 

Dominique ; Astray 11:31 PM



Sunday, October 24, 2010

I need a friend
A friend to trust
A frient I can tell anything to

I need a friend
A friend to help me
A friend that will help me through the worst

I need a friend
A friend to cry with
Over all the stupid things

I need a friend
A best friend
To stay with me
Until the very end



Dominique ; Astray 11:33 PM



I never asked to be born..


Dominique ; Astray 12:08 AM



Friday, October 22, 2010

The darkness consumes me..
Theres no use being scared
The only way is to accept and face it..
SHIT!


Dominique ; Astray 11:44 PM



Thursday, October 21, 2010

Maybe death is the only way
to solve those problems..


Dominique ; Astray 11:20 PM



Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Life's so shitty...
I wanna leave...


Dominique ; Astray 11:24 PM



Tuesday, October 19, 2010

At times when I want to touch you..
Even when I know that I can't..
I think of you
and the wonderful moments
we spent together..
It makes me feel like
You're right by my side
even when you're miles away..
I miss you..



Dominique ; Astray 9:09 PM



Sunday, October 17, 2010

I may be not the one you dreamed of..
But this is true that,
You are the one I dreamed of..
I may be not the one you waiting for
But this is true that,
I will wait for you till I die.
I may be not the one you love the most
But this is true that,
You are the one I love the most..




Dominique ; Astray 11:37 PM



Thursday, October 14, 2010

Sick of crying,
Tired of living,
Yeah I'm smiling,
But inside I'm dying..



Dominique ; Astray 2:41 PM



Wednesday, October 13, 2010


Dominique ; Astray 9:08 PM



Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I'm so tired,
And sad,
I want to leave,
Leave this stupid world..









Dominique ; Astray 8:07 PM



Monday, October 11, 2010

It's so dark here
So scary
And cold

I need you now
I want you by my side
I'm so scared

Please,
Please don't leave me..


Dominique ; Astray 6:51 PM



Sunday, October 10, 2010

It's not when I look back at all the memories,
and good times we had that makes me sad,
it's when you consider those memories as nothing to you,
when they ment everything to me.


Dominique ; Astray 10:44 PM



Saturday, October 9, 2010

My life
Its so meaningless
I'm only born for death

The heart of a person like me
Its already became a rock
With no feelings

In my heart
Theres no love and happiness
What is just left
Is only hate and sadness

I hate myself
Every single part of me
I wanna die

Death
Please, please bring me somewhere
Somewhere where no one live...



Dominique ; Astray 10:57 PM



Friday, October 8, 2010

A friend of me, 'k'
She was hurt by her very best friend
The only one

Sometimes
I just feel like we are alike
But sometimes
We don't

We both are the same kind of people
Which would only have one best friends
And of course
Other friends too

Sometimes
When I'm left out by my best friend
I would just sit there and say nothing
And wait for her to come back to my side

But sometimes
When she was by my side
I felt so...
Warm

'k', I know u were badly hurt
But u should be strong
I wish that one day
U both would be best friends again
Good luck, 'k'..



Dominique ; Astray 11:35 AM



Thursday, October 7, 2010

You was once the person i admired so much
But now you've hurt people beside you
Blaming people that dosen't even do anything

Arghh
Since when do you become so ridiculous?!
Blame others and trust that witch?
C'mon wake up

You're not the prince anymore
You've tured into an ugly monster
Curesd by the witch

I'm so giving up on you
You've changed
Alot
I give up

I wish you would just broke the curse one day
And act like last time
Good luck, monster..



Dominique ; Astray 11:19 PM



Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Those fairy tales
Which have happy endings
Are just lies

Fairy tales are just faerie tales!
There are no happily ever after
Or happy endings
Those are just made up stories
And stupid lies

Those who stupidly fall for it
They will regret when the prince or princess left
By that time, its already too late
Too late to regret

Wake up, prince, wake up
Your eyes were blinfolded by that witch
Evil witch who hurt people
You will be hurt by her at last
I don't wan't you to be hurt

Please, wake up dear prince..


Stupid witch leave the prince alone! Go away!

Dominique ; Astray 6:08 PM



Tuesday, October 5, 2010

go to sleep and close your eyes
and dream of broken butterflies,
that tore their wings against a thorn
you know the pain that they have born,


scarlet blood that feel so right
dream of that blood trickling down
and wake up just before you drown



the moonlights shining off your tears
as you bleed out your own worst fears,
so tonight when you start to cry
whisper the cutters lullaby



hushabye baby, your almost dead
you don't have a pulse and your pillows red
your family hates you, your friends let you bleed
sleep with a knife cause thats all you need


rockabye baby broken and scarred
you didnt know that life would be this hard
time to end the pain you hid so well
and down will come baby, straight to hell.




Dominique ; Astray 4:34 PM



Monday, October 4, 2010

I know very well that if I view what you and her wrote
My heart will be stab cruelly bt those words
Every single word
But the sound that calls in my heart made me do it


Now, I'm stabbed by thousands of sharp blade. Cruelly.
I'm seriously wounded
I feel like dying..
Would you fix me?</3



Dominique ; Astray 5:36 PM



Sunday, October 3, 2010

This song describes her the best...


BeAuTiFuL MoNsTeR
All my life and the hereafter
I've never seen, seen one like you



You're a knife, sharp and deadly
And it's me that you cut into
But I don't mind, in fact, I like it
Though I'm terrified, I'm turned on but scared of you

She's a monster, beautiful monster
Beautiful monster but I dont mind
And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster but I dont mind

No, I don't mind
I don't mind, I don't I don't mind
No I don't mind
I don't mind, I don't I don't mind

No I don't mind
I don't mind, I don' I don't mind
No I don't mind

In her eyes, there's love and fire
In my heart, she's burning through
But I don't mind, in fact, I like it
Though I'm terrified, I'm turned on but scared of you

She's a monster, beautiful monster
Beautiful monster but I don't mind
And I need her, said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind

Playing with my heart
And she's playing with my mind
And I don't mind, I don't I don't mind
No I don't, I don't I don't mind...


Dominique ; Astray 11:22 PM



Friday, October 1, 2010

I thought i've already get used of being lonely
But when you choosed her and leave
I felt that my heart had been tore into pieces
It hurts, alot
I fell into a deeper and darker place
With no more hope or smiles
Only tears and my broken heart


Dominique ; Astray 11:16 PM





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